Friday April 4th, 2008
I am doing my best to blot out reality with anything I can find.
I found some Grain Belt Premium. That’s working pretty good. But not good enough. I still want more.
I want something stronger. But that comes at a price.
I went on a big bender before I left New York for the the Frozen Middle and it left me feeling like, wow, what a waste of time that was, even though I’d do it all again in a New York minute.
But it’s never enough. I always want more.
But I am enjoying how spacious and clean it is here, you guys. It’s really, really nice. And not crowded. I like that.
But is it enough? Of course not.
I will never give up my dream of mainlining H out of a coconut at my luxurious beach house. Never give up your dreams.
Never give up.