Oh so my attitude now? Slightly better. I just gotta get to work. Like, I sat down to draw last night and I just resisted it so hard! Why do I do that?
Why do I fight what I know will lead me to better places? WHY I DO THAT?
Did I tell you I got lost in Bed Stuy on my last day in NYC? Yeah. I did. But I made it home alive.
Did I tell you I went on a huge bender my last night in NYC? Yeah. I did. But I made it to Minneapolis alive.
Now I am spin drying. That’s what the H addicts call detoxing with intent to use again. They do it so they can get higher next time.
Aren’t they so clever with their words and abuse? I love them.
I learned that on Intervention which I also love. That show teaches me so much, like about new drugs and how to get and abuse them.
But for now, I’m here spin drying in the Midwest because I gotta get clean and FOCUS.
You know what? I’m gonna make coffee and do something RIGHT NOW! That substance abuse is ok right? That’s what america told me so I say ok!
HOW’S ABOUT THAT!
These recent glimpses into my genius mind are really sucking. I blame the Midwest, and you should too.
Ok, what did I say? Oh yeah. Coffee. And do something.