I’m feeling quite a bit of anxiety about my present circumstances.
I need to get up, get busy, get to it, get something.
Instead, I sit around and dread, mostly. Or I try to blot it out chemically. I’ve spent half my life doing this.
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?
My yearning for everything while doing nothing to get it is a recipe for madness.
And it’s getting old.
Do something. Anything.
You can do something. I know I can.
I swear to “god” I’m gonna do it.
I’m not kidding. Most likely. Probably. I hope so. Maybe. No for real. I think. No really. I mean it.
