So, I’m just lying around reading The Artist’s Way, listening to self-help tapes, watching Oprah and praying to the internet.
I’m just trying to find my way, by desperately reaching out to anything.
But still I cannot find my way!
I feel so lost, that any step in any direction seems pointless. My steps are so tiny. Who cares?
It feels like I’m putting on a show just for the abyss.
And no matter how good you are, the abyss is not impressed. At least, it didn’t seem too impressed when I tap danced for it.
The abyss really didn’t care.
But that doesn’t mean I’m not a damn good tap dancer.
So uh, what’s the lesson learned here? Keep dancing even though the abyss doesn’t care?
That seems like a dumb lesson. I’m still not getting it.
I’m gonna lie down and listen to some more self-help tapes now.